quite a series of event unfolded over the weekend... my lill cousin darrly had a bad fall... well he is safe and sound now.. but the scar will awaes remain... its big and long... but i admire him.. he was strong for his age...
as for the others i shant mention..
jus let the days accelerate quickly...
Thursday, March 15, 2007
1:26 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
it been almost a month since school officially ended.. been meeting up with friends , thinking and sorting out my path for the future.. there so many things to think abt.. trust is an important element in times of this... should have jus work temp till the application results are out.. oh well.. it jus abt waiting , waiting and more waiting wad i really want haven changed much... still clinging on to the thin ray of hope.. i wont give up so easily... : ) cos things awaes turn out fine when i least expect them too... jus like my exams results.. it wasnt fantastic... well i jus learn to be contented... jus glad that i din have to retake any modules....
bonnie and josh >> i hope we get to hang out more often tho we often since to have comm prob..walking prob and wad not...heehe..
Sunday, February 18, 2007
7:39 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
feeling lost... gt bomarded with a whole lot of qns on what's the next step during the cny visitations.. in an eye wink , i will be done with sch... arghz...i jus hate to stop schooling... but come to think of it... had i have the opp to turn back tym i wld still have chose this path.. dun wana work at this age... but i guess i m left with no choice... feeling of insecurity is overwhelming...
all i want is to continue studying... is it realie that difficult...
Monday, February 05, 2007
9:31 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
one( fsm lab) down... finalee over...left with the report.. jus wana say a big thank you to my management team esp my asst managers ( xin yee & sue yi) ... great job !! let chiong for the rest of our assignments and test ya.. add oil... tmr will be another one down...
Friday, February 02, 2007
2:04 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
time flies.. nxt week will be our fsm lab liaos.. hope everything will turn out fine on that dae.. somehow i dun feel stress... guess..it jus cos i m too stress to feel that wae that i can totalee heck abt it... the mountain of workload still not cleared.. with sumthing due on every single dae... it like fighting a battle... Lord, gif me the strenght to carry on.. i mas be strong... to perserve thru..
along the wae, perceptions do change... yet, i still want my student life... maybe not as much any longer.. sumhow i wish i cld become a sec sch gal once again.. maybe things wld have been diff... maybe... jus a list of nvr ending maybe...
Saturday, January 27, 2007
1:56 AM
WHERE ARE YOU?
watched happy birthday!! wasnt as nice as i tot it wld be.. ended up cabbing home... wasted $7 tho it was simply so near....
guess i kinda bored ya.. wasnt in a mood .. been mood-less... arghz...
WHERE ARE YOU?
argh... a mountain of work load.. simply jus cant wait to close this chapter of my life rite now... tho it may seem so uncertain wad the nxt chpt will entials... Mp, fsm , pdm jus 3 modules but it is enough to kill me... being the leader makes it worst... :( haven done a gd job... failed to set the direction... decreasing motivation with each passing day.. i loathe this all... still... i m taking this leap of faith to trust in him.. to lean on his promises.. n i will be fine... cos he will pull me thru... jia you, jia youx, jia youx...
it been quite some time since we last chatted on the phone.. :) tho it wasnt a long one... it was nice of ya... thanks mic !!
Friday, December 29, 2006
11:06 PM
WHERE ARE YOU?
woah...it been ages since i did any updating.. well...i guess it awaes good to do sum reflections b4 the yr closes..
2006 has definitely been a significant yr... got to experience and learn frm stuff i never did.. got to know more ppl better... i shld say it neither a gud or bad one.. cos pratically every yr will be filled with ups n down.. and it gets kinda hard to measure... well..memories will awaes be memories...
highlights of 2006 ....
17 apr - 8jul did my internship at nestle..an opportunity i never did dream of..and i thank God for it...tho it seems as tho i never enjoyed working there..of cos i had my fair share of fun.. :)it was indeed an eye opening experience..
jul to oct worked at azabo sabo..i awaes wanted to work as a waitress and i finalee managed to do so..the friendships forged were great !! tho i hardly keep in contact with any as of now...
19 & 21 nov the best bdae celebrations i had so far tho it din turned out the way i wanted it to ...the things my frens/ siblings did truly touched me...thanx , love ya lots...hope i get to celebrate it on the yatch on my 21st...
25 nov
15 -18 dec the 2nd yf camp i have been to and enjoyed it...
25 dec gathering at my hse.. hmm..wonder if we wld have such gathering when we grad...
